I'm so tired of crying

I'm so tired of beeing me

I'm so tired of my feelings

 

Why can't just things be easy for once.. i just wanna be in your arms.. hug you and kiss you.. thats all i want.
I belong in your arms.. i know that.. but you've started to doubt on me.. and i'm doubting that you will stay.. it feels like i'm bothering you everytime i write now more.. i love you with all my heart.. but i'm complicated..

 

I don't think you would understand.. and i've never asked for you to understand.. i just want you here, close to me so i can feel safe and loved again.. cause i feelt so safe when i lied here with you.. when you held me in your arms.. when i cried at night and you told me it would be okey..

 

Well whatever you choose.. i hope it makes you happy.. cause all i want is for you to be happy, i wanna see you smile.. smile the way i did when you were here.. i smiled cause i had you, right here.. why did i ever doubt on you?.. i love you.. i don't understand why i did it now when i'm sitting here crying and thinking back, you're all i ever wanted and everything i need, you always know how to make me happy.. you make me feel safe.. like nothing can ever hurt me.. When you laid there beside me i just wanted the moment to last forever.. i don't think i ever feelt this way about someone.. i really just wanna be with you.. i whis i could make it up to you, prove that all i need is you, stop your doubts.

I fucking love you.. so why did i do this? i don't even get it myself.. i wish i could do it over..

I don't regret anything with you, it's the other way, i loved every second of you beeing here.. i just wanna see you again.. feel safe and loved again.. please.. i never want you to leave..

 

 

~Prince